Sono's application

Psssst... "They're not up there yet, they sleepin"

EDITED AS OF 02/04/2014

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Name: Nicole

Age: 21

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Name: Previously Haine Shinsaku, but as three years passed, he renamed himself to be disconnected from his past, and knowing his demonic side took over. Instead he took the name of Sono, which had been his nickname previously to make it permanent.

Nickname(s): Sono.

Band: Matenrou Opera.

Gender: Male.

Age: 21.

EDIT: Making him a bit older! 30.

Sexuality: Pansexual.

Sexual Position: Adaptation!

Race: Half fallen angel, half human.

Character Abilities: Since Sono's both a fallen angel and a human, he doesn’t really possess great power. What he does possess though, is to penetrate other people’s minds to dig in their memories, but it's a hard task to do, since he can only really get within those with anger, hate, fear, pain, sorrow, or regret.  Usually, negative memories. That’s what feeds his soul. Knowing fallen angels are like Lucifer, he’s quite similar to a devil, yet, a rather harmless one. Nor does he yet know how to use his powers, since he's been too busy figuring it's been hallucinations.

EDIT: However, as three years passed by, Sono's powers changed. Although he used to be a mind reader and to dig in people's memories, the fallen angel part of him turned more and more vicious and filled with revenge. Because of that, and knowing he'd lost his wings he'd gotten in Heaven, he turned into a spiteful creature. Wanting everyone harm, he started using his mind penetration ability to create nightmares and traumas for people to get stuck in and for him to basically be the puppet master of anyone's mind and to control their dreams for the bad. His wings can still be seen, however, they're black and torn apart, and can not be seen by the human eye. They're more like shadows, which means they can be seen with the shadow of his reflection. Apart from this, he learned how to use his mind to bring pain to other people such as giving them intense migraines, suffocation, heart attacks and strokes due to concentrating his mind on the creature he wants to harm. His eyes which from the beginning were in a dark purple turned into a pure red color.

He mostly uses weapons nowadays as he does not have anything he can use on people without concentrating himself hard, so he has two revolvers, one black and one white he uses on his targets filled with the pain his mind can produce in the bullets to make them more painful.

Rank/Position/Side: Fallen angel/Human - Neutral.

Appearance:


EDIT: As three years passed by, his looks changed.





Personality: With the rather curious behavior, Sono has always been rather “young” in his behavior, even if he continued to age older by the years that passed by. Despite that, he didn’t change much from when he was thirteen. He’s rather sensitive, and has a tendency to cry whenever things don’t go his way – though no one really knows whether he’s faking or crying for real most of the time. Screaming tends to work as well. But, since he’s got a memory gap, usually he sticks to himself and tries to figure out how things were in the past.

He’s very independent, and snaps easily if he’s disturbed. If someone goes against him, he’ll more than likely turn into a real bitch and his behavior is quite similar to an angry woman’s most of the time. His feminine behavior is usually the first thing people notice. Yet, he’s quite deep in his thinking and sticks to himself a lot. In his opinion, all he needs is himself. “Gore is beauty, and pretty people are disgusting and plastic.”

EDIT:
Because the years passed by, his personality did a rather 360. From being much alike a lost child crying and wanting his will through by throwing fights, he grew into a serious and rather aggressive being. He doesn't speak much nowadays, but speaks a lot with his eyes and mind, and uses telepathy with his mirror, Snow, rather than opening his mouth. The reason is because he turned somewhat mute. Knowing he rebelled against Heaven and being the creature he is, a fallen angel, he got punished by the Gods a few years later by the time they found him and located him, which sent him through a trauma and barely being able to speak his words unless he does it through his mind to someone. He also somewhat lost his sight, and doesn't see very well unless he's watching through his mind and has learned how to live as a blind creature but seeing the world from his own perspective thanks to his mind having the powers he possesses to gain his sight back through that, even though technically, he's blind.

Nothing good is left in him, which means he's mean spirited and malicious, but only keeps one person inside he has been with since he met him three years back.

Likes: Books, history, torture (Towards other people, not himself.)

Dislikes: The heat, any kind of food.

Strength: Depends on himself, thinks only about himself and knows his city very well. He’s good at arguing, and, even though it’s not very much strength, he’s hard to shut up.

EDIT: By now, he barely speaks, but has his mind as his strength with the power he can possess. He's very violent and flexible, which means he's good at fooling his enemies.

Weakness: When people start getting under his skin and try to dig in his mind when he’s not capable of remembering himself.  

Character history:
( Part of the inspiration for this story has come from a book, and if you're curious which book it is, feel free to ask me! )

Seeing as Sono is a fallen angel and half human, he has quite the confusing past. His mother was an angel, who Sono has never met, while his father was a human. His father vanished a few months before Sono was born, and his mother had a hard time. She wasn’t welcomed to join heaven after committing a sin with a human, and therefore, she, too was a fallen angel. Though being very ill, she hadn’t wished for her son to end the same way she’d end, rejected by heaven. Her goal had been to kill the baby the moment it’d be born.

The 31st of October, a baby boy was born in a rather poor city. Only a few hours after the birth in a dressing room close to a swimming hall, his mother had wrapped him tightly in five hot towels and a plastic bag, to later lock him tightly shut inside of a locker.
Since her goal had been to let him suffocate, she’d left the place almost instantly. As the heat was growing within the locker, the baby had awoken. By now, a child would have been dead, but Sono started to scream and continued doing so for a few good minutes. Almost choking on his own breath in the end, one of the workers had found the child and taken him out of the locker. The case was investigated, but upon not finding the mother and father being dead, the case was closed.

Two years later, an adoption was accepted for Sono and he was sent off to another part of the country with his foster parents. While growing up, he knew about the way he’d been born; in a locker. And that was all he remembered. Though as the years passed by, Sono found himself to be interested in strange and rather grotesque things his parents didn’t approve of. The couple had a younger brother for Sono, which Sono had taken care of while growing up. Though, his brother had died early by a serious lung disease. Even if normal people would have been affected, all Sono did was close his eyes as his brother took his last breathing and then open them. As he’d opened them, his brother meant nothing to him anymore.

Reaching the age of 6, Sono had suddenly gone missing. The parents got sickly worried, and upon not finding him despite contacting the police and people in the neighborhood, people suspected the boy to have drowned in a nearby lake.

Though, at the age of 6, he’d gone back to heaven to be accepted. Even if his mother was a fallen angel, Sono was still some kind of an angel. Things simply didn’t go as planned, and as the years went by and he reached the age of eighteen, Sono had rebelled against any kind of good in Heaven until he was thrown back down to where he’d come from, unwanted and unaccepted like his mother. Wings ripped apart by the Gods to make sure he could not return and turned them black so he couldn't fool anyone into thinking he was an angel still.

The lost years were and are completely blank to him, and as his foster parents found him outside of their doorstep 12 years after the incident, with the boy having the most confused expression on his face. Only three days after the parents had discovered they’d gotten their son back, they’d also realized things had changed. As Sono had kept on repeating that he could see tarnished wings in the mirror when looking at his reflection over and over which made him cry, he was sent off to a mental hospital by the hallucinations, amnesia and overly sensitive behavior he’d grown getting with memories removed from his system as a punishment for rebelling; and he’s still kept there.

As time passed by and he was surrounded by white walls only and the same looking garden in the mental institute, he came to realize that he wouldn’t trust a single living creature ever again. His foster parents had given him away, his father had died, and his mother had abandoned him in the locker to die; there was absolutely no one to trust.

EDIT:
ADDED: 3 YEARS summed up!

Knowing the Fallen angel had lost his grace, making him a demon like creature and a human, he had escaped with his mirror. The naive, narcissistic creature that was a demon had often gotten into spiteful fights with the fallen angel, causing them to bicker and still having to survive with one another. His body which he had not been born with as Angels were just grace and souls bound in one, he had taken on a meat suit of the man he had picked those many years ago, still in the same shape.

However, it had started to crumble the more he had gotten stronger powers, the skin of his meat suit turning more pale and veins appearing along his body from it starting to explode from the inside. The human body could not handle the strength of the powerful strength the angel possessed inside of it, which resulted in him growing up faster than a normal human being would, and had turned to make his suit be in his thirties rather than the young twenties. His face changed, so did his body; more broad and masculine and enough to keep his angel soul safe inside. Still looking for his grace, he's heartless without it and has a hard time understanding anyone else's emotions but his own.

The demon blood that was exchanged between him and his soul taker, another demon that looked just like him, Snow, had changed him into more of a demon than an angel he was born as. With the demon blood tainting him during these three years, a lot of his personality changed, his behavior all in all, and his powers grew into something more malicious due to the demon blood covering most of his senses and his heart.

Role play Sample:
As days had grown the same, over and over, maybe it wasn’t too surprising that Sono had grown just the same; Gray and dark. Things were rather gloomy nowadays, and in his opinion, there was absolutely nothing to do these days. All he could do was simply letting his dark eyes inspect the birds outside, and wait. He’d waited for a long time now, hadn’t he? For something to happen? He knew something was supposed to happen, he just couldn’t figure out why. Every time a sigh left his tightened and wide lungs, he remembered the noise they gave out as he did so. Soft, almost a gentle kind of moan every time he did so. While other people weren’t so fascinated about their own breathing, it could amuse and entertain Sono for hours and days, simply sitting and breathing in, and then out again. Though being the strange child he was, maybe it wasn’t too surprising in the end.

Most definitely approved!
Well written, I must say.

~China